so last week i went out with A., the woman who dumped me the day after Thanksgiving (this is how i'll probably always remember/refer to her). a couple of weeks ago, we had met up to talk and settled on being friends -- and so in actually trying to be friends, we went out on a cold, rainy afternoon - a perfect day to spend at the California Academy of Sciences.
here's a picture of jellyfish we saw. cool, eh? A. mentioned there used to be a lesbian bar in Osaka called Jellyfish but it closed down - after 10+ years, the owner got tired and wanted to do something else. she said there hasn't really been a bar like that since. that's too bad for all the lovely ladies in Osaka! then we talked for a long time about jellyfish - why we like eating them, why we think they're cool, why we were never want to be stung by one, why are jellyfish called jellyfish...when i'm around her, i admit i'm still a little bit like that jellyfish - i'm kinda floating around, kinda bloomy and frankly, a bit mushy and crunchy at the same time.
must stop. must stop now. we're just friends. so explain to me why for the entire day that we spent together felt like a date?
2 comments:
It sounds like you had a really fun day. :) (Reminds me of all of the great aquariums in Florida.) It sounds like you still have some feelings for your friend, which is understandable. (It's not like they could poof!, instantly and completely disappear after one day.) I would just ride it out and stay friends and see what happens, while being open to new relationships. But lord knows I'm the last person who should be giving romantic advice. ^^;; Good luck, whatever happens!
actually, thanks for the advice - sometimes i get a little too wrapped up and can't see things clearly but riding it out is a good way to go. you'd think at my age i'd have things a little more figured out..but i don't! so thanks!
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